punkgirl2152

Actor Andy Hallett, best known for his role on 'Angel' as the demon Lorne also known as 'The Host', passed away late Sunday of heart failure. Hallett had been battling heart disease for five years. Hallett will be missed by fans of the show 'Angel'. My heart goes out to his friends and family.

On January 25th the sci-fi world lost one of its greatest, Kim Manners, who passed away at 58 after complications from lung cancer. Manners was a well known producer and director of The X-Files, and The C.W.'s hit show Supernatural. Along with directing sci-fi shows he also directed such shows as Baywatch, 21 Jump Street, Charlie's Angels, Empire, Booker, Automan, and Simon and Simon. Mr. Manners will be missed by all who knew him and thoughs who never will. My heart goes out to his family and friends, and I am very sadden by his death. To all of Kim Manners friends and family I am very sorry for your loss, he will be missed by many.

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To all my friends on LiveJournal just wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe Thanksgiving.

my new default icon was made by  </a></font></b></a>janine83 , thanks for making such a great icon

 i'm soooooo happy that the new twilight book is coming out in just a few days, i don't know if i can wait. i already preordered it online but i'm going to a releise party and i'll want to buy one there so i can stay up all night reading it then to just have it in the mail the next morning. its very upseting. but i'm so happy that the book is coming out, i already know its going to be great. the movie is also going to be great. 
punk 

 everyone wishs they could say that their life is going perfect, but to say this would only be lies. no ones life is perfect. not even mine. i've been going through a very hard time right know, everything seems to be put on my shoulders, i have to worry about everything. and sometimes it gets to be to much. about a year ago i found that cutting myself made all that worry and pain that people were causing me go away even if just for 3 seconds. i did it about four other different times, maybe more i don't remember, never to much that i had to go to the hospital. and  two days ago i went on the internet and went on my myspace page, people sent me e-mails asking if i knew my pictures were up on other sites, there was nothing in the pictures that are bad or anything its just that there my pictures. as some people say its the straw that broke the camels back. so many things had been going on weeks before and finding out that someone had gotten my password even though it was very small, it hurt me alot so when my mom was laying down i went in the bathroom, got an old plastic razer and started cutting my arm. i'm not proud of what i did, it not only hurt me but my mom thought that maybe i had done it becasue of her, which hurts the most because i love her so much, she was the reason i stoped. now i can't look at my arm without feeling ashamed. everytime i look at my arm i can see all the nicks and cuts. i try to hide my arm from people when me and my mom went shopping i didn't want them to look at me weird. even though i was hiding my arm i still felt like everyone somehow knew. this time was different then all the other times because when i was cutting myself the feeling that the worry and the pain people had been causing me didn't go away, not for a second, i still felt all te pain and the worry that people were causing. i wish i could say that for sure i know this is the last time that i will ever do this but that's what i thought last time, so i guess i can't say that.

ok so right now i'm both really tired but also can't seem to fall back asleep. and i'm wanting to type right now so i thought i'd write. i've been going through a really hard time right now, it seems everyone in my life, expect my mom, has kinda just kicked me to the curb. i don't really have anyone to talk to about anything, and i don't have a car so i can't drive to the movies. i'm also really scared right now i not doing much, mostly because i haven't felt good. but the thing that scares my is i'm living in a small town and i don't want to be stuck here for the rest of my life. i want to open my production compeny, start a fashion line, publish books, make movies, t.v. shows, have a record compeny, and right now i'm scared that none of that is going to happen. its been my dream for years now and i want it so bad that it aches to think that i might not be able to do it. the one thing thats holding me back is the fact that i don't have any money. thats the only set back. if i had enough money to do all the things that i want to do, then i would be on a trian to los angels right now. i keep telling myself not to give up and i don't plan to just give up this dream, i guess my fears are getting the best of me couse that is what fear gets paid for, to make sure your so scared of something you want that you end up not going after it. sorry fear your not going to win this one.
talk later, punkgirl2152

ok so i'm like super tired right know, but i feel like writing. i hate it whenever i want to write i feel super duper tired. i just wanted to write duper, its a funny word. hehe. anyways now i lost my train of thought. oh great news i finally got books two and three of the twilight saga, i'm so happy. but i'm also really sad because i know that i'll finsh the third book before aug. and thats when the next book is coming out, so i'm trying to take my time in reading them but once i start reading the second one i can't put it down. twilight is now my fave book. and i can't wait for the movie. also can't wait for the new harry potter movie, comes out this dec. they've got some pics from the movie up already on the internet and interviews with the filmmakers and cast. its looking really great, so know i'm reading the last harry potter book, its the best out of all of the books. i think its because it rounds everything off. and it makes you think, i like books, t.v, shows, and movies that make you think. because while your reading it or watching it your like ok i know whats going to happen next, sometimes your right sometimes not, and thats the fun part trying to guess the riddle or puzzle before the charaters do. i'm sure there are other people out there that know what i'm talking about. well i'm getting super DUPER tired know. that word is going to get annoying fast if i use it to much. 
talk later- punkgirl

 so i bought the movie atonement. i hadn't seen it yet but i had a feeling it was going to be good. and it was, but of course i'm still crying. i hadn't finshed the book yet so i didn't know how it ended. it was such a great movie, so captaving, draws you in and dosn't let go until the last frame. and by the end your crying your eyes out, holding your breath, and hoplessly waiting what had happened to change and the ending to be different. it is know one of my fave movies of all time. everything about this movie is beautful. if you haven't seen it rent it or buy it.

 ok so i don't have cable right now but thats not stoping me from watching one of my fave shows on tv. one tree hill. so i downloaded last nights ep. and i'm so pissed off right now. nathan and haley get back together. and what the hell is up with bevin marrying tim!!!!!!!!!! come on, bevin and skills were so great together, i know skills said that they didn't seem right together but when bevin told rachel she wasn't stuipd that she just acted that way to make the other girls feel better, it made me wounder if maybe skills knew all of this the whole time. that he knew she wasn't dumb and that she was just playing it up and thats why they were so great together. but no my dreams of a bevin and skills wedding are crused by dim. even though i love tim. but i love that he named his son nathan. and good job brooke firing her mom, i mean she was evil. no heart at all what so ever.  well my ranting is over for now. it will take awhile to get over but maybe someday soon i hope i will. now they need to hook skills up with someone.

Hey friends,
So today has been a boring day. Just like most days oh well. Least I have my internet. And today is Thurs. which means Supernatural. Who dosn't love that show.  And Lost is on. Yeah for Thursdays.